Beginning to End

He was looking for water everywhere, he just crawled, crawled till the next pool he believed, he has to reach the place, he wants to survive, he thought of his future but his body was giving up , he then  thought of the life he lived, all the  pleasure and pain were meant to be.

To his dismay, the pool was a mirage in the middle of the dessert. He gave up faith again, he knew he can’t survive, he will be lying there for days or a week may be,till he takes his last breath and the passerby will just find his naked skeleton. Funny! He was born naked too.

With a sudden jerk he woke up, he hoped for travelers with bottles of water, a bubble water bath, a swim.

 The brain knows your body needs water, makes you dream,you feel thirsty and you wake up with HOPE and lot of them. He forgot how he felt when he was in the dessert struggling for water, his thoughts then. Probably, like every man who forgets every feeling and just lives in the present. He can do mean things and not even care, proudly calls himself “the beast”.

He went straight into the kitchen and had a glass of water, then one more.

Priorities set!

1.Time
2.Words
3.Touch
4.Help
5.Gift

HAPPY and GAY

Karan, well managed curly locks part of which covered his forehead, flawless make up,the girly gait. What makes him more attractive is the class of artist he is, the way he plays with  colors on his canvas,a smile broken and unbroken, white angels diving into the ocean. The mysterious aura draws  every guy to know him better. He has a lot of good looking men followers. He was born to make everyone cheerful, with his humor that can crack up every soul rolling on the floor laughing.

In his lost and confused phase ,he was a wandering heart .He laughed and cried almost the same minute.His eyes lost ,desperate to make the world convince that it  is normal to love a man.His defination. He desired  to make his creativity a bliss,but he was occupied in  convincing the world about his sexuality. His parents pulled him down, begged ,screamed and cried .He was caught within the society of rules and condition applied. They chocked and suffocated him.

At his party ,there were may be hundred of men but the safest place a girl can be. He crashed in his own party, late! With a smoke in his hand, he went to his terrace  ,then he talked about his life, although he was  born to rich parents, he had his own rags to riches story to tell. And how he still struggles to fit in the society?

What have you achieved so far?

Karan: After a certain age, when whole of the world ask your parents “What does your son do”. Now they proudly say “You know him,he is successful and famous,Yes! happy and gay”

Almost there!

One crazy stuff, striked off my list
Two beats, my heart did miss



Three words that I always hear
Four seasons on being a pair



Five little fingers,asking for help
Six growning years,I thought of myself



Seven clues for you to trace ...
Eight ways you fall into a mess



Nine is saved when stiched on time
Ten to guess,the story of mine

MY DAFFODIL FIELDS

You were a complete stranger to whom I citied my naked soul. My days filled with soliloquies,my dreams to find the way to the peaceful daffodils. And when I met you I knew its you who can help me reach my destiny , the priceless fields. When I sat beside you and traveled across to the North ,the warming Sun yet the snow covered Mountains. I danced to the tune of Music with those heavy wear and the boots , I was FREE.

Then you held my hand, I am not sure if I was in love with you but a wish for few more miles together. For me the miles were endless, and you never left my side. We reached to our mountain range ,the daffodil fields were how I always knew , We were destined to be at that very place. Yes, I am in love with you.

But a wish  a dream are never easy to achieve. You were torn down by reality. Seeing you lifeless, I was torn by reality.Again. we are separated by two different worlds but the journey with you gave me strength to fight , to move , to live...

So, here I am . At  our mountain range ,the place we knew. And When I look into the daffodil fields, I see two kids staring at the mountain of Hope.