After -Happy post!!

There are numerous things for why m quite a happy nowadays....few  reasons are very much overt and few are undercover ...so here it is at random...

I’m happy seeing ma balance..thanks dad

Got in touch with two lifetime best buddies...

Almost Booked ticket to leave SRM the very next day of finals( waitin’ list )

Classes though borin’ still goin’ hilarious...thanks to ma bench mates...

Got few followers  to the blog ..out of which two are ma friends..haripriya and Rajeev ... *chuckles*

Amitha – ma roomie,  got through kings university...happy for her she will meet her  love after a year in London...

Heard that tcs will give  call letter by max September..yippeee..independent..

to some  lecturer  i explained ma final year project... kinda gave me more of  confidence ....

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And as i said few stuffs  can’t be revealed....*winks*

 

X0X0

Squared away!!

Few  years back ma aunt ..astrologer and ya kinda physic ,   told me that m a freak... too much of thoughts approach me in all direction... i need to do yoga n all that for concentration... so anyways..

Badly  wants  to leave this place...4yrs ...c’mon... i ‘m glad its over and sad it happened ....seriously don care if you think me a snob or  whateva..a deep serious  feelin’ not to like ma col n ppl ...so don’t you wrong or right me... ... perfectly arranged n  organized for a new life and all set to handle selfish-giri and use-giri and all sorts of ppl

Dear mrs.physic  aunt  was soo correct... impossible for me to stay at a place esp where ppl are not like me in short good ppl ( a bit atleast)... call me unstable...well  then thats  what i’m..  when  i like some ppl for their certain characteristic , when the boredom  with the same ppl  reaches a height( not even its peak)... i  deappreciate them from their hair to socks... sometimes  they ask for iodine to their wounds.. like whateva not ma fault..in the first place i get bored with the people with whom i loose ma trust ... do whateva you can’t gain it back...the best thing that makes me my  favourite is that when i expect something out of someone(obviously frm close ones)  and if it doesn’t  happen within a certain time (too short though) ,i just move on ..and later on  when it happens i just love kickin’ it...   

 

Just wish  this final sem  goes well...hello!! m talkin about the grades not ppl..

 

Was it rude??sooo

Anybody there still reading..!!

Bits and pieces...

I remember  to have  changed some six schools.. ,my dad gotta  frequent transferrable job ( so why i’m inspired neva to do a government job.. esp customs )...whateva ..like changin’ school  has been till now the worst thing that happened to me.. once i get a good set of frenzs ,it would  always be the  tym to leave them...  but the best  thing that happened to me was i always gotta a perfect set of friends.. like we’ re birds of same feathers flockin’ together... lucky me!!

As a child i had too much of emotions attached to ma frenzs ,so everytym i left a school , i would always cry my eyes out... i no its tough to believe if  i say i'm in touch with  ma good frenz  startin’ from school 1...  after all why are social networkin’ sites for!! ..

Now its almost tym to leave ma grad school ,... lemme tell you ..grad skool neva had any sort of emotional bondage with anyone... it was  complete fun freak...cant measure frenz as who all were best  but certainly were coolest of all ....  still lucky me!!

 It would be lame to say i wont miss ma col days..even its hard for me to figure it out. ..may be because i have been through so many farewell n all that stuff.. but will obviously  let you know how much will i miss it?.. in some blog after few months or years may be.. as i feel this blog is with me since forever..

CIAO!!

OBJECT LESSON!!

The oaf stumbled over the bucket and spilled all the water..so what !!...the oaf got a practical lesson.. what he got is a practical illustration of his mistake... i don’t want others to tell me what is good and what is bad... i just want to learn it myself... the senses mostly the common sense which i have developed and will develop in future with all my experiences in life.. i have seen many people deliberately forcing  by their speech or action to scare me away from  the things i was interested in ...all they want you is to go their way... why learn from others experience.. you might be the difference or you might become the tough one if you survive  it.... i am not capable of being influenced by anyone’s intellect , emotions or morals until and unless i share the same thought..

Everyone is gifted - but some people never open their package .

 

5 worst fears!!

1.         1.SOFTWARE JOB:  Doin’  a software job whole ma lyf which ll lead to  mutation at a gene level and ll be inherited by my future generations and they cant rest their hand  without a mouse..i can neva develop a interest in software ..A dead life...sheesh!!

2.       2.ARRANGE MARRIAGE:  not only  my family is orthodox so y i have to do arrange marriage ,its also because  i ‘m not in love yet.... the other day when ma mom said that she will get me married after two years..which means if  i ever  get commited to ma type guy, i need to find him before one year atleast, ( ma time starts now..tick tick) ... puhleez i can’t manage with a complete stranger... and i got to know hell lotta before marryin’ him...

3.       3.DELIVERY PAIN: I love kids and ll obviously want to have a replica ..i mean the baby me who ll grow up to look somewhat like me ( as i look like ma mom)..anyways the fear part is deliverin’ a baby .. i have  heard , read and believe  its the most  painful job in the world...gawd!! m’ getting a panic attack now don’t know about then!! ..this is the  fear which i can overcome  only after its done...

4.       4.TRUE LOVE: What if there is something called true love and i meet  him after  marrying  someone else..(so why i always pretend to disagree with the soul mate concept...)

5.      5. FORGETTIN’ : I have a best friend (the only one) whom i have not seen since four years ... everytime we make a plan to meet up,it gets cancelled .. what if we could neva meet  again ..and as i grow older  my mind ll eventually erase the thought of havin’ best friend..

 

p/s: chill la.. i’m scared of  almost half  the world...

                                                

 

THE STORY OF A GIRL (contd)

According to lata ,revati was a fast growing child ,crawling ,walking and talking was everything quite perfect when reva was just one. And later revati neither complained nor demand any stuff like the all other neighbours’ kid. Revati always caught her crying in front of the flowered photograph of her father. Lata sat there long hours looking at the photogragh.

 Revati’ father jharia lal  owned a grocery store. One day he was returning  home after closing his grocery store, he tried to cross the railway track when the signal was red. The train ran over him. Lata could not even distinguish the body parts.everyone sympathized but jharia lal became a legend and mothers warned their children to follow all rules else they will die like jharia lal.

 Lata was three months pregnant . jharia lal had a cunning set of brothers. They lied lata about the grocery running at a loss. They sold the store. And a small part of it was given to lata. Although lata found out the truth she never rebelled rather  she was not in a condition , she was pregnant. And every day she grew weak but someone inside her gave her the strength to live. REVA.

The "XX"

[Note: perverts banned readin’]


We the women community of the world, feel and fall for everything which a man can never notice in his life time... Well, never ask us “how are we”..as we can never be fine cause we lie a lot as we even cry for the microorganism that dies crushed under our feet... when she says she is fine..she is just not fine.. like most of the men believe their girl- to- be should be good looking ,smart n all that..a woman has no such criteria ,rather she wants someone irrespective of looks to love the tender qualities she has, show her a quality of your kindness ,there she ll be waitin’ just for you... women are intelligent ,unlike men they know looks will sag and wrinkle someday....its funny how a man says “ she is the perfect one for me”.... how naive!!.. perfect is a synonym for woman... a flawless creation ..the one who knows you more than yourself ( its not philosophical ..all you ppl out there ..i bet there is a women in your life who saved your soul..for whom you are on the right track ..As role of -a mother –a sister – a friend- a wife –a guide...didn’t you find her at all stages of your life??
she has a huge heart to dissolve all your mistakes...and multiples her love for you....
All you men truly in their one sided love ( i can understand you ppl are huge in numbers) must be wonderin’- Why do we take time to say a “yes”-
Well, if we ask for some time then its obvious that we are already in love with you , and when we says “yes” ..then its a promise of lifetime...and for all those lucky men who heard their part of “yes” ...soon when you see her are walkin’ down the aisle .. do not get a panic attack about your future because shez the one with many avatars ...and has always played a perfect role..as.. the girl - the woman - the lady .
p/s: to all my soul sisters ... happy women’s day.

What if i was ?

I certainly have met people who know exactly what they want.. my friend Jacob dropped two years after 12th to get through medicine and he did get it..by the time he ll pass out of the college , he wont have any regret in life..becoz he did what he always dreamt of.. but those who were scared to drop years , and had a deep desire to become a doctor but lacked patience and changed field to something else , said “lucky chap Jacob”
And few ppl even after joinin’ some different field ,soon realised where they went wrong and went on with their dreams..like sameer who found music practically revolvin’ around him and he was born to be a DJ.. and he was correct ..within a year, he went on givin numerous shows around the world...i don’t think he needs a degree now...but the important thing is- he is lovin’ his job.. and like Jacob ,he has no regrets either ..
And few ppl went on with the flow, wherever life took them..they eventually brought up a interest to the field which obviously was not their first choice...so what.. those ppl are doing pretty good..like madhuri who always wanted to be a doctor.. but she is neither unhappy nor does she regrets doing b.tech genetic engineering...she finds it more interestin’ and thinks she was lucky to get in this field... so there shez happy and ya she is the topper of her department..
And here is me..may be some ppl like komal are also included in this ... i always wanted to do - i know in what i’m interested in .. what i’m studyin’ rite na is of no interest to me... why even i choose this field... do i really hav any knowledge what i study each semester..here i ‘m aimless n soon will be jobless after graduation..i got nothing out of this field except for wasting ma parents money - socialising and partyin’. .
To conclude on ma present dilemma - i ‘m still optimistic ...even though m not givin’ any effort as i seriously lack the guts to dispose ma graduation degree and choose the field of my interest..
But In the end, no one not even me myself can stop the dreams that comes naturally to become what i always wanted to be.. kinda natural tendency for a “ catch as a catch can” situation... which means the situation where every person advances his own interest , trying to get as much as possible of what he needs or wants himself...
p/s: to jasmin and those ppl like her..all the best..tension lene ka nahi...a long way to go dudes n dudettes..