What if i was ?

I certainly have met people who know exactly what they want.. my friend Jacob dropped two years after 12th to get through medicine and he did get it..by the time he ll pass out of the college , he wont have any regret in life..becoz he did what he always dreamt of.. but those who were scared to drop years , and had a deep desire to become a doctor but lacked patience and changed field to something else , said “lucky chap Jacob”
And few ppl even after joinin’ some different field ,soon realised where they went wrong and went on with their dreams..like sameer who found music practically revolvin’ around him and he was born to be a DJ.. and he was correct ..within a year, he went on givin numerous shows around the world...i don’t think he needs a degree now...but the important thing is- he is lovin’ his job.. and like Jacob ,he has no regrets either ..
And few ppl went on with the flow, wherever life took them..they eventually brought up a interest to the field which obviously was not their first choice...so what.. those ppl are doing pretty good..like madhuri who always wanted to be a doctor.. but she is neither unhappy nor does she regrets doing b.tech genetic engineering...she finds it more interestin’ and thinks she was lucky to get in this field... so there shez happy and ya she is the topper of her department..
And here is me..may be some ppl like komal are also included in this ... i always wanted to do - i know in what i’m interested in .. what i’m studyin’ rite na is of no interest to me... why even i choose this field... do i really hav any knowledge what i study each semester..here i ‘m aimless n soon will be jobless after graduation..i got nothing out of this field except for wasting ma parents money - socialising and partyin’. .
To conclude on ma present dilemma - i ‘m still optimistic ...even though m not givin’ any effort as i seriously lack the guts to dispose ma graduation degree and choose the field of my interest..
But In the end, no one not even me myself can stop the dreams that comes naturally to become what i always wanted to be.. kinda natural tendency for a “ catch as a catch can” situation... which means the situation where every person advances his own interest , trying to get as much as possible of what he needs or wants himself...
p/s: to jasmin and those ppl like her..all the best..tension lene ka nahi...a long way to go dudes n dudettes..