Thursday, February 19, 2009

MY CRUSH/LOVE DON’T COST A THING

a secret crush since three years..my god !!!! i rembr the day i saw him when he came and sat beside me during 1st year: the model exams .thanks SRM for shufflin seniors and juniors during exams.. i never thought i would ever fall in love with a popular guy... by the way who is gonna fall in love with a girl like me... big frame golden rimmed spectacles, dark skin, and few extra pounds.what is left out pimples huh.... ?.
“You just need a make over , thats it .” said komal my sweet rocking roomie(sometime i feel she is made for vipul). . And go pubbing he should know what jas is.?.. and rembr just ignore him, he ll understand you..!
thoughts dissappeared and....
ONE FINE DAY
I knew no matter what ever i do vipul wont notice me. Rather i was feeling terrible.. the scarlet nail polish were as if the disco lights fixed and me was ready to dance like mithun da “ i’m a disco dancer.. pa para parap”.. the lipstick and gloss over it,made my lips heavy and fall down like a sad smiley.. but i rembr how komal told me to keep a smile every time and not to walk like a haunched back and how to ignore vipul..
.”just ignore him babes,then he ll understand you”.. her words ringing in my head.. okie komal ll do it this time ..sure...?!!!
Alone i sat there in the sophisticated chair , and saw the pub tender crushing the ice cubes...
“ hey gal ,nice dress” as i turned .. ah there stood my same old 3 yr dream crush ( just ignore him babes,thn he ll understand you”)
“ thanks” and i turned away to order “ vodka : ice in blue”.
“ ice in blue , hmm good taste haan, neways m vipul”
Looking at him and for the first time to his squinted (a bit )eyes i found .. i found....
“ just ignore him babes,then he ll understand you”
( komal!!! bad timing)
Ice in blue in one go.. no i wasnt drunk ,may be his presence made me high...
Is it that my medulla wasnt working ... “ vipul malhotra , you r the biggest torture of my life .. whenever i see you i feel like a dumbo.. i feel the ugliest being born..and u knw what ur attitude sucks.and yes m ur junior.might not have noticed rite..” nothing was visible to me any more.. i snatched the capiroska glass frm vipul..
“dont mix drinks”shouted vipul
no matter how strong it was ..nanoseconds : the whole drink inside me... NOW what is called a medulla?

I found someones hand supporting me ... opened my eyes to found vipul... . “ ll love you as i have been frm ages... you can break my heart its with you.. always and forever.. vipul...”
“i’m there” ofcourse it was him. He put me in back in that sophisticated chairs... the sound of the pub tender crushing the ice... “
TRIN TRIN TRIN TRIN TRIN TRIN TRIN TRIN TRIN TRIN TRIN TRIN
“jassss switch off that shit alarm” shouted komal..
“ a dream!!!!!!!!!!! komal i just had a dream of vipul”
“ when u don’t.. huh.. sick u r!!!”komal spoke as if she was pissed off...
“ no he was speakin to me actually” i spoke wearing my big framed golden rimmed spectacles..
komal spoke “ JUST IGNORE HIM BABES,THEN HE LL UNDERSTAND YOU”

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  2. hey didnt knw, still Vipul is running in ur mind?????? nd by d way his frnd is squinto , he is not :-0
    Its long tym i've not seen him in college :-(

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  3. Hey ..u dnt knw me..but i' ve just heard abt u..my frnd(who plays a major role in your story :-) ) asked me to read it..i was kinda busy when she told me...but once i started reading I just kept on. It was nice to read and do keep writing.I liked the way you presented it and wish ur dream come true some day.Gd luck ..

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