The REBEL and the big DOPE

“ so now you have to incubate it at 45 degree celsius for 20 minutes and then again at 90 degrees for 15mins to denature the protein content.....” the lab assistant spoke ,i again went back to my sleep. The bio process lab actually labs are just for show off.. they are neva strict, not atleast in ma university...
“ aravind you are the most and only decent boy in my class... just wonderful , the way u behave..”
The voice was pleasing but the words were hurting. Cause its the same person somani i like ,from the first day of the college..
I raised my head and they all lauged at me .. (all including somani) . they commented on my low waist jeans to my shabby hair hiding my eyes.. this time i faced her “ why do u think hes the only decent boy in class.., y not me or someone else...”
“its coz u r the waste bein i have ever seen ..do u think with this funky underwear show by wearin low waist and blahber mouth, ppl gonna say u decent.??waoh!! “
“so u wan a shy boy who ll have his shirts tugged in pompously and properly combed hair with a sealed lips but how ll u judge what is he frm inside. U girls r just so naive!!... c’mon yaar i’m not even into smoking or drinking and yeah no doping too” i said looking at aravind
“ but i obviously don wan him to be some one who speaks unnecessary stuffs and keeps on confusing ppl”
“oh really do i confuse ppl ???? i don think so ... unlike you u ppl i ask my doubts which the proff cant clear is not my mistake ,so i simply say the proff to stop the lectuer cause its of no use to me.. moreover i’m not afraid of the arrear consequences ...”
“and yes i certainly wont agree to a person who abuses for no genuine reasons”
“ oh seriously!!!! Its because of u ppl , everytime u mock at or comment me. i have to raise my middle finger cause if i dont, then these stuffs will become whirlwind inside me and i ll start hating everybody n soon ll become a zombie!! And there would ll be no difference between u and me”
Somani was staring at me , i stared back at her equally.. she seemed to be sure that there exists no soft corner in me...
Looking towars aravind”hey dude, no offence,just kiddinn,no hard feelings”. Good that he was kool with that..
i turned the other way n pretended to have a “i don care” attitude.and stopped thinkin what took place few minutes ago...
in the evening..
aravind me n dinesh sat in rachit’s flat while rohan brought the stuff .. i donno y he sulked and said” i hate this chennai stuff they rnt that effective as andra’s...”
aravind taught me how to roll the paper and sniff that powder... a current ran down through my spine.. i was shaking .. it felt every nerve of mine is goin to burst.. i could barely speak.. i was shaking uncontrollably and sweating profusely... nothin seemed to be normal till hours , as if i wer in a different world...
*the rebel who always urged for things to be done in their right way.. doped out of frustration...
when aravind offered me for the second round....I WAS GONE.