Friday, January 22, 2010

MY LOVE/CRUSH DON'T COST A THING-2

Nothing can be as stupid as not to let your feelings out. Well its not easy when the curry or rather a irish stew of one way track love puts on the age old blanket of ego over you... The sad toast to life was that he left,.. yaa farewell.. senior!!!!...no more secret stares not even a glance           

 sob sob…

sob sob..

 

the second last page of my small Barbie diary with a tic tac locking system... where I filled every where with half hearts.. and thought why I’m not lucky .. unlucky enough..or being lucky- no time for love..hah.!                                  

komal sat there staring at me, she raised her brow’s “ what the  old loser’ love story or rather crush story”..and was laughing her a** off… it was only she who found the words funny…for me the words pierced my heart to break it further more..…

“ u knw I ll miss him too, I miss the vintage love u had for  him , and the way u blushed like a crazy fool..hahahha..”

she came to me n saw the half hearts “oh u poor thing”

I bursted into tears and heavy sob… “ you are correct , I am a bigtime loser.. only a loser like me can have this age and lengthy crush.. but to tell u its neither flirt nor obsession..leave it!! pyaar impossible!!”….

                                                              (to be contd..)

 

1 comment:

  1. I appreciate the love that stands by sacrifice.
    We come across many incidents in life where we are confused enough to choose the right path, When it comes to heart I mean to say falling in love, then we become almost blind to all. We cannot think apart one we love.
    As I believe, "silence" is the best way to express "LOVE".

    Good Day!

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