Monday, March 11, 2013

The Friend!


If you would have asked me anything sometime back like say August last year,

I would have cried. That is how I was so lost and not so found with my confidence. But I will here not talk about my past but present how it is. How I laughed like lunatics this weekend. How a friend gave me an emotional shoulder, when I was broken to death. And how I found my smile and a better than before.



I would not talk about the weekend but that moment when I realised I was laughing my a** off. Yes, a friend who tried to fix my smile, well it was fixed a lil’better. And I din’t want to be alone not for a nano second cause the past would gush into me, it might again break me, I don’t want to visit the place again.





Nice and cold night it was, How it is a blessing to be in Pune, the weather always better than the place I stayed before. I am here not to compare but how amazing I felt to be in the place esp sitting beside a good friend and laughing over , over anything which might not make sense to you at all… not that we never talked anything sensible but what I was so glad about was the very moment in the middle of the night in my terrace , not so looking at the stars , not so holding hands, I started laughing , I was laughing at the joke. Then I realised I was laughing at life, so unpredictable . I could not help but feel my cheeks widened with a smile , I wished my friend saw the dimple on my cheek in the ironic light of the night. I wanted to seal that moment forever. Eventhough I was not infront of the mirror , I was so in love with the transformed “me”. Some few months back ,when I sat infornt of the mirror to smile , but all I could see was a crying me , how I was unable to talk to a stranger, how performed badly in exams and interviews. I was not helping my self.



But that friend made me smile, yes anyday. I never want to lose these moments, but eventually we all fall for the one ,the one who made you smile , actually for the person who brought your smile back ,may be this how we MOVE ON …

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