So Far!! So Good!!

well !!well !! it's been a while i havn't blogged..( big deal!! as if you were waiting??!!:p)... anyway!! before the blogger police throw me out of here...i gotta write someethinnn..:D..may be a short update:D
its been since september last year,I was home for almost four months made me nauseate to death...but then thanks to my company to send me a call letter :) but again the ironic icing on the cake was my posting in Chennai..the place may not be that bad ..but more cause i was waiting for a 'change'... a Massive CHANGE..

flight of fancy!!

A tight girp on the handle,
A tight base on the paddle

Salim compelled his tri cycle to move..
The passenger was content to heed his song.

“ sir, the road connects you and your love
And when you will hug her, you will smile,
Just like the time you saw her walk down the aisle,..”

The traveler in his overjoyed mood
Said Salim “you are a fine songster, dude”

He next asked to apply for indian idol
Salim knew ,high hope for a poor man is suicidal

But soon they talked about cat ,rat and mice
to Natter with customers always made him feel nice.

Some they talk, some are silent, and some rude,
But they forever said “you are a fine songster ,dude”

concluding the praises and gathering up courage
He set out and sang in indian idol auditions’ stage

Anu mallik and farah khan gave him a standing ovation
Ultimately, nation voted him the idol, celebration

But Salim was no where to be found
Citizens were waiting  to see him, crowned

And now why would I write further more
Better you find the skeptisim of the poem to core…

Blinded!!

An angel with fangs, serpent in my closet
Melodic his voice,soothing his words
Embraced with a smile ,crooked
Under a spell ,perplexed by charm.

Sweet- temper, that was flaunted
Hypnotized by that stare..
Two of a kind, join up, pair off…
A cryptic teen, I got fixed to..

The ugly plane, out of sight
That tall tale when stripped,
Horrifically cheerless, churned my faith
Yet, hell its no easy effort to escape…

Hormonal atyachar (torture)!!

Must have heard the two words - “love happens” ..haven’t you??


Its been  scientifically proved , falling in love is actually a massive explosion of a certain hormone that happens only once in a life time. .so why great poet and philosophers  say “ once in life, we fall in love”.. well said great people !!

Here, I talk about two of my friends .. Nilesh is a freak ,impulsive and single and quite popular in his college..Second is my friend atul, a rich n equally fashionable boy , he is in love with his classmate, he said he realized that the girl is his love, when there was only some day left for college to get over, and in the departure sunlight he realised this is the girl he wants to grow old with…

Third Ms deepika padukone (actress), she has the most striking smile with dimples even more stunning, makes her a pleasing blissful woman, and a note that she has a chronicle of being one of the hottest woman in the globe…

I gave both of them a snap of deepika and told them to potray her smile , eyes and her looks in words..Nilesh wrote a whole few pages, it described her physical appearance and utter flop poems and a bit of perversion… whereas Atul wrote what he saw , a fine smile with dimples .. he wrote few words but all the while he revealed the fact the thought that dominated his brain was his girl friend, her smile, her looks, her complete nature and especially the recollection of memories with his girl…

So if its true love,then attraction towards some hot and sexy personality is off beam, but a mate that gives you the backbone to stand by eachother and a desire to make a happy family with…

So when ppl in love have disagreements, they always give their relationship a second chance… but incase both of them don’t share the same feeling, if one moves out , the other is left heart broken , the shattered person never falls in love for the next time,..and the person subconsciously gets attracted towards an individulal who has a matching characteristc as the person he fell in lovewith.. but then we know what is the root reason that developed this attraction, a mind that permanently thinks vis- a -vis his first love..

p/s : respect love ,lovers and people in love…


love yah!! :D

MAN OF HONOR

A definite role played by a human being from your past who made you feel the essence of life., when you you were raw in the world…

FATHER SAM
Blessed was the day when he found me at a missionary camp. He then brought me to his church,  that night,the years infertile jasmine plant on his church ground blossomed. So how I was named!! …

after the church sessions , he would introduce me to few families so that I get one. But as I grew up , we were so bonded that he never wanted to give up on me, we were happy . I remember when I was around three, a christian couple wanted to adopt me,but he refused.

And when he took me out in the evening , I used to demand outside food, how we used to get one plate food and share, and after a bite ,he would take a deep heavy breath and say “I’m full”…he got me fine old dress from the families that attended his church.. and on my birthday ,( that is the day I came to the chruch) we borrowed pressure cooker to bake a cake. No one was invited , only us and few other church people..

Father sam was a true christian , he always found means and funds and contacts which can help benefit others.. he moralized me, he skilled me with values, he never gave any emphasis on religion. One day I asked him “ what is my religion??”He said” religion is a faith where we love our creator , the almighty” . if he wanted me to be a christian, he could have told me that I’m a christian … people sometimes would say that I’m a hindu as the missionaries who found me said so…

Later when it was time for me to go to school , he was worried , he wanted me to join a good school, for a year or so ,he used his money and some church fund to educate me… I went to a good school, found kids way too well-off… after school, he looked after my homework but then I used to end up asking him silly questions like “ why are we poor??” “who are my parents??’... he would talk about some light that will save me, he talked about angels, he feed me divinity…

When he was 55 , he was diagnosed with liver cancer, and that was the time he became serious about my adoption... I was five , after school I went to the hospital , he said a hindu family wants to adopt me, then he reaveled me the fact that I’m a hindu, the missionaries removed the steel ganesha locket (hindu idol) I wore … “religion is a faith ,isnt it father??.. and I have faith in you ”.. I was sent  with the family , they treated me good, they had all the wealth, way beyond my imagination… on Sundays I visited father, who was in his few last breath .. he was bald, his eyes bulged and dark circled , his belly swelled up like a pot , he vomitted very frequently… I remember how he tried his best to put up a smile when he saw me.. in his last few words , he sopke to me .he said me to always look for the light, and some day when I find it, I’ll be saved… that very day he died. After the rituals , I realised his absence, I could vision a solitary road I have to walk all by my own…but I certainly found the light that glowed and removed my life’s darkness..

FATHER SAM , the light was you.. YOU saved me..

sightless vision!!

eyes.. wait it is just no restricted to your lovers or loved ones.. everyone you meet, everyone you come across ... strangers.. frauds... friends .. foes..?!! do find  what they speak..how eyes express the thoughts thats goin n the psy-che.. what are the occult things ..the positive or negative rays that reflects from them....??
learn this eye- language before you are back stabbed!!*eye-winkS*
God bless!!
YEA m bored , n m lazy ..  I no i can do lot better .. :d

Killer thriller!!

Disclaimer : if associated with anyone’s life , then its pure actuality.This crime may not be judged as a felony by law , cause the killer is unacquainted of the person it killed. The person who has been killed, attempted a thought to kill the person who killed her.

But then…

Killing him would have killed the part that craves for him, but reality is, he is unique , and I wont find one more like him , so how kiilng him kills me….. If I kill the resources to reach him , missing him kills me….
The fact that he loves his girl friend kills me on a daily basis, if his girl friend is killed , it will kill him , so how i will be killed anyway…
If I kill myself , it won't kill him , and that again kills me…
If he kills his love, he will be killed just like me, which will in turn kill me in excess….
If I kill being superficially happy in front of him, his anger might kill him , and yet again I get killed…
If only universe kills my love, solitary would kill me all over again…if universe kill his love ,it will kill him,and for a numerous time, I will be killed..
If I kill him by sweetness, then diabetics might kill him , and hence I’m killed again..If I kill him by looks , he will use me , which will leave me further killed…If I kill him by confessions , he will hate me, obviously killing me extra…
If he stops killing me every now and then, not being killed , will kill me….
If I kill him by love, his girl friend would kill me , his girl friend being a killer will kill him and how more can I get killed??
Reading this post he might kill me, but how can he kill someone , who has been already killed by him..

Soo…

Kill me baby one more time !!


p/s : Geez, I need to start thinking of  more sensible  stuff .....